Wednesday, June 20, 2012

it's been 3 weeks...








yes... it's been 3 weeks after my surgery... one of my nightmare... and unexpected moments which eventually change my life..

it's begin a week before my surgery day.. rasa sakit sangat on my left side (u'll know later at which part)... especially bila busy, and i bit busy travelling to penang and jb for meetings... so mmg la sakit kann.... then my hubby ask me to see doctor, since i'd the same paint before.. so on friday 25th May, jumpa specialist kat an-nur bangi... then after scan and ultra sound... doc suspect yg i'm pregnant (not really excited though) tapi luar rahim... which is very dangerous... and she also suspect that there's something on my left ovari.. but ultrasound does not show real picture so she referred me to hospital for laparoscopy procedure... and i'm like.... what was that... GOOGLE....

and ya ALLAH, takutnye.... i've never admitted before... tak pernah masuk hospital ko.... tapi doc kata, if tak buat... bahaya for myself since tak tahu apa sbnrnye... lagipon it's just a minor surgery, tebuk perut utk masukkan camera... huhuhu... sounds ngeri kan... nak main tebuk2 plak.... adoiiii...

my hubby kata... ok, let's go... he's really concern about my health.. sian dar, you're worried so much.. oh cinta... please... i need a break... apa kata dar bawak bie g pavillion dulu, bie nak g jalan2, starbucks and etc... and he likes... hurmmmm ok sayang... muaaahhhhsss... (it's explain my previous post, bershopping bagai tuuu.... hehehee)

ok, then on monday, we went to kpj kajang, but doc was on leave for emergency... so, takpe... the next day, we went to ampang puteri... and they told us, the procedure cannot be done since OT on renovation... huhuhuhu... okay...

so on wednesday, 30th May, appointment at kpj kajang with my gyne dr rasliza ramli... she's very good... highly recommended...

and i did the same test, scan and ultrasound... and the doc still tak tahu apa, but both doc mentioned there's cyst about 2cm.. kecik and normally doc won't remove... but it was my right side.. left remain unknown (amboiii... main sorok2 plak...sabar je laaa) then dr rasliza pon tanya "bila last makan? makan apa?" i jawab... "this morning, breakfast roti telur and milo ais" (without knowing it was my last milo ais for next few months... ehhh boleh ke tahan... hehehe)

pastu dr kata... "ok, let's do the laparoscopy and start puasa ye..." and i was like.... blurrrrr.... tapi pujuk myself... ala, nak scope je pon... dlm 1 hour siap semua.... hurmmmm.... hari ni admit, esok kuar... sounds simple kannn... cam tak sakit jer... huhuhu

since, hospital penuh... (ramainye org sakit ye, mayb ramai yg nak deliver kot) about 3pm... kpj kajang call "puan, puan dah boleh check in ye.. katil semua dah siap..." chewahhhh, cam check in hotel plak....

ok, now i'm nervous.... waaaaaaa.... just the two of us g hospital, since minor surgery, so i just inform my sister, my mom and my hubby family... ofis, just bgtau... i masuk hospital... tu je... msk jer, tak ddk pon katil lagi... tak sempat nak feelings2 okay... dah laaa 1st time masuk... nurse dtg bg uniform OT... "puan ready ye, kita nak terus pegi OT".. then i jawab "saya nak mandi dulu" hehehe.... abis je mandi.. dah tercegat kat luar.. "puan boleh baring, take out everything.." i jawab.. "where's my hubby?" pastu cam nak nangis.. bila ddk atas katil... nak tunggu kene tolak... and i'm blurrrr... my hubby kata.. "relax sayang ye, dun worry... 1 jam jer.. dar tunggu bie kat luar"... even the nurse yg bwk pegi OT pon perasan yg me so nervous... gile ko tak nervous.... waaaaaaaa....

okay what happen next?

what?!!!
it's not laparoscopy! then what?!!!
not 1 hour operation... and i'm screaming in the OT?? what the..... waaaaaaa.....

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Monday, May 28, 2012

new jeans ;)))

halu...halu....

it's been a long silence.... hehehe...

i was actually eager to upload pics from my convocation day... but since there's a big number of pictures that need to be selected, so of coz it may took longer time la kannn.... well biasa la tuh... orang malas... hehehe...

okay, just want to share with all of you our shopping theraphy... ye la, dah lama tu tak g shopping... ehem2, save bajet... hehehe...

we just bought jeans for both of us...






a TIMBERLAND jeans for mr dar and cough..cough... *two LEVI'S jeans for me.... ;p

dah lama tau tak beli jeans... my self defends ekkk... hehehe...

i really like both LEVI'S Demi Curve jeans and both is in different cutting of coz...

one is limited addition straight cut comes with "swarovski elements" okay... kelass kann... bling2 gitu... :D






and one is a skinny boot cutting which actually matched with mr dar's TIMBERLAND's jeans.... over tau, jeans pon nak matching2... lantak la org nak kata 'tak in' ke, apa ke, janji i suka matching2 nih! ngehhhhssss... ;p






and for info, now there's a promotion in LEVI'S store nationwide, where, with a purchase of a jeans u're entitled to purchase the 2nd jeans at 20% off... best kann... and with a purchase of RM400 and above you will become a member :) promotions ends... hurmmm... sorry la lupa nak tgk.... hehehhe...

and currently there's a sale in TIMBERLAND as well with a discount of 30% on most of the items and up to 50% for off season items.... so sapa2 yang looking for something mayb you can chekidout.... :)





btw, i'm still looking for baju bunga2 tau... hehehe... and if i found one then will share, of coz kannn... hehehe... syok sendiri okay.... daaaaa... 💙💙

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Sunday, May 13, 2012

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

my love tweet ❤






mr dar kata "ngada" hahaha...

elehhh, nak romantic2 pon tak lehh... sombong... hehehe... ;)

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Friday, May 4, 2012

argghhhhh... sweety u're damn gojes!

hellooooo..... anyone, help me pleaseeeee.... hehehehe

seriously....

i just can't refrain myself to fall in love with this new shirt from ZARA.... ;)






it's sooooo gojessss... and yes, saya memang sangat suka baju motif bunga...

even yg last time beli pon bunga gak....

ZARA

reason? hati ku berbunga riang.. that's why baju pon nak ala2 bunga kembang setaman gitu... hehehe... releven kerrrrr? LOL

tapi masalahnye.... baju hari tu pon tak pakai lagi okayyy...

lol... so greedy....

busy you.... tak sempat nak pakai.. tak g mana pon... takkan nak pakai baju lawa2 g pasar kotttt... hehehe...

tak kisah la kannnn.. yang penting later will check out this shirt at ZARA...

hopefully it's fit me... ;)

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Sunday, April 29, 2012

sayang.. a small gift just for you .. ❤







sayang... this new 'new ipad' is a gift to express my thanks and appreciation for your love, support, encouragement, belive in me, kissesss and definitely your hugssss...


;)

this small token takkan boleh nak byr semua pengorbanan dar selama ni.... honestly cinta, i really appreciate it... i appreciate everything and every single thing u've done for me... and there's no way for me to pay back...

just enjoy the gift.. and i love u eternally...





p/s: dar... nanti pinjam ekkkk... hehehehe ;p

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Thursday, April 12, 2012

dah beli baju raya?! amboi3... :D

hellllooooo.... raya lambat lagi okayyy... puasa dah ganti abes kerrr????

hahahaha... tak kira la kannn... kang lelambat tailor takmo amekk... this year nak beli awal2 so senang nak tempah beads bagai skali... kelasssss....☺
yang penting SEDONDON kannnn... 

theme color for this year... hurmmmmmm...

caler earth gituuuu... 

COKELAT...





this year since raya kat kampung kannn... so nak kain yg sejuk2 jerrr.. senang nak jalan raya and makan banyak2... so we all cari a good material of cotton kat...




seriously... to those yg minat cotton this is the best shop.. like cotton heaven... ��












banyak stok yg belum unload lagi for raya...

as addition for raya...  yang ni kat Gulatis, Gulatis having a super saving sale which they able to collect more than RM50k sales per day... fuyoooooo.... 

hehehe... ngada2 kannn..







i like the color, dust pink... cantik kannn.... 
so apa lagi... jom beli baju raya... 

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Saturday, April 7, 2012

oh my love...❤

dar
you're the number one for me..
only ALLAH knows how much i love you... ❤



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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

takde anak lagi??!!! kesiannye.... :(

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........

boleh tak tiap kali that type of question shoot dari mulut sapa2, aku nak lariiiiiiiii.....

seriously i'm damn boring to answer and deals with all sort of question pasal baby...

i'm totally tired!! 


tolong laaaaa......


tapi mr dar selalu je cakap... "they care, that's why they asked..."

huh... tapi takkan everytime kot.... huhuhuhu.... penat laaa....


ketahuilah dan fahamilah.... bukan kami tak nak... 
cuma BELUM REZEKI kami....


betapa kami mendambakan zuriat ever since the day we got married in 2006
dan kalau la, anak tu boleh dimintak2 macam tu jer... kan senang... 
tapi siapa lah kita untuk mempersoalkan DIA YANG SATU

menangis? tok sah cakap laaaa.... selalu jer, and i remembered one time bila my mom bagitau yang my sister pregnant her 5th baby.... i just can't handle it.... coz masa tu my nephew yg no 4 tu umur dia lebih kurang one year mcm tu la... so i just.... "oh ye ke"..
than lari masuk bilik, nangis... 


mr dar yang tgh tido nyenyak terperanjat arr... "ehhhh... kenapa nih... kenapa bie nanges?"


and i just..... "kak long pregnant.... waaaaaaaaaaaa"


"than kenapa nangis pulak?"


"sedihnye.... dar, we're the one who should have the baby.... tapi..... waaaaaaaa"


"dah rezeki, mungkin belum tiba masa kita...., kita ada kekurangan kot...."


"kita terus doa ye.... dah jangan nanges..."


♥ HUGSSSS ♥



kan semua dah tertulis... kami hanya mampu merancang, usaha, berdoa dan bertawakal....


Bismillah

A082

Sesungguhnya keadaan kekuasaanNya apabila Ia menghendaki adanya sesuatu, hanyalah Ia berfirman kepada (hakikat) benda itu: " Jadilah engkau! ". Maka ia terus menjadi. 


kami hanya manusia biasa.... kami selalu memohon agar ALLAH anugerahkan zuriat buat penyambung kasih sayang dan cinta kami...

tapi apa lah daya kami.... sesungguhnya rezeki itu belum milik kami...

membaca kisah keluarga Maryam dan keluarga Nabi Zakaria amat menyentuh naluri ku dan menginsafkan aku bahawa sesungguhnya DIA maha berkuasa dan maha mengetahui atas segala-galanya....



✿ WALLAHUALAM ✿

p/s: tenang je suami ku itu.... ye la kannnn sbb bini dia very the diva yang kelam kabutsss.... hehehhe..
but the best part of having a wonderful niece and nephew is... we have place to spread the love... seriously, and the last two nephews are so adorable... and they love us toooo, but they love my hubby more... menci tul.... i should blog about them.. one day...