Wednesday, June 20, 2012

it's been 3 weeks...








yes... it's been 3 weeks after my surgery... one of my nightmare... and unexpected moments which eventually change my life..

it's begin a week before my surgery day.. rasa sakit sangat on my left side (u'll know later at which part)... especially bila busy, and i bit busy travelling to penang and jb for meetings... so mmg la sakit kann.... then my hubby ask me to see doctor, since i'd the same paint before.. so on friday 25th May, jumpa specialist kat an-nur bangi... then after scan and ultra sound... doc suspect yg i'm pregnant (not really excited though) tapi luar rahim... which is very dangerous... and she also suspect that there's something on my left ovari.. but ultrasound does not show real picture so she referred me to hospital for laparoscopy procedure... and i'm like.... what was that... GOOGLE....

and ya ALLAH, takutnye.... i've never admitted before... tak pernah masuk hospital ko.... tapi doc kata, if tak buat... bahaya for myself since tak tahu apa sbnrnye... lagipon it's just a minor surgery, tebuk perut utk masukkan camera... huhuhu... sounds ngeri kan... nak main tebuk2 plak.... adoiiii...

my hubby kata... ok, let's go... he's really concern about my health.. sian dar, you're worried so much.. oh cinta... please... i need a break... apa kata dar bawak bie g pavillion dulu, bie nak g jalan2, starbucks and etc... and he likes... hurmmmm ok sayang... muaaahhhhsss... (it's explain my previous post, bershopping bagai tuuu.... hehehee)

ok, then on monday, we went to kpj kajang, but doc was on leave for emergency... so, takpe... the next day, we went to ampang puteri... and they told us, the procedure cannot be done since OT on renovation... huhuhuhu... okay...

so on wednesday, 30th May, appointment at kpj kajang with my gyne dr rasliza ramli... she's very good... highly recommended...

and i did the same test, scan and ultrasound... and the doc still tak tahu apa, but both doc mentioned there's cyst about 2cm.. kecik and normally doc won't remove... but it was my right side.. left remain unknown (amboiii... main sorok2 plak...sabar je laaa) then dr rasliza pon tanya "bila last makan? makan apa?" i jawab... "this morning, breakfast roti telur and milo ais" (without knowing it was my last milo ais for next few months... ehhh boleh ke tahan... hehehe)

pastu dr kata... "ok, let's do the laparoscopy and start puasa ye..." and i was like.... blurrrrr.... tapi pujuk myself... ala, nak scope je pon... dlm 1 hour siap semua.... hurmmmm.... hari ni admit, esok kuar... sounds simple kannn... cam tak sakit jer... huhuhu

since, hospital penuh... (ramainye org sakit ye, mayb ramai yg nak deliver kot) about 3pm... kpj kajang call "puan, puan dah boleh check in ye.. katil semua dah siap..." chewahhhh, cam check in hotel plak....

ok, now i'm nervous.... waaaaaaa.... just the two of us g hospital, since minor surgery, so i just inform my sister, my mom and my hubby family... ofis, just bgtau... i masuk hospital... tu je... msk jer, tak ddk pon katil lagi... tak sempat nak feelings2 okay... dah laaa 1st time masuk... nurse dtg bg uniform OT... "puan ready ye, kita nak terus pegi OT".. then i jawab "saya nak mandi dulu" hehehe.... abis je mandi.. dah tercegat kat luar.. "puan boleh baring, take out everything.." i jawab.. "where's my hubby?" pastu cam nak nangis.. bila ddk atas katil... nak tunggu kene tolak... and i'm blurrrr... my hubby kata.. "relax sayang ye, dun worry... 1 jam jer.. dar tunggu bie kat luar"... even the nurse yg bwk pegi OT pon perasan yg me so nervous... gile ko tak nervous.... waaaaaaaa....

okay what happen next?

what?!!!
it's not laparoscopy! then what?!!!
not 1 hour operation... and i'm screaming in the OT?? what the..... waaaaaaa.....

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