me with ovarian cyst and fibroids :(

now let us continue on what is actually happen to me...

masa nak masuk OT, i am super nervous... dah tak mampu nak kata apa2 kat mr dar... tapi dar pesan... "bie ishtighfar byk2, selawat... insyaALLAH everything will be okay.. dar tunggu bie kat luar, tak g mana ye... i love you".... "bie love you too dar" mucho..mucho ❤❤❤

mr dar tunggu sorang2 kat luar OT... sian dia.. ye la, konon tak nak susah kan sesiapa kan.... and as mentioned ealier, we have been told by the doc and nurses that the procedure might only took 1 hour.. so mr dar, waited patiently kat luar OT.. tapi bak kata mr dar, after one hour.. still tak kuar, 2 jam tak kuar... my hubby dah mula risau dan gelisah start bising pegi tanya nurse semua... nak tahu what is actually happen to me.. tapi tak sorang pon tahu what is actually happen in OT..
huhuhu.. 3 jam pon tak kuar lagi, lagi la dia risau... kesiannya suami ku...

tetiba, dar kata after almost 4 hours... dia dengar org menjerit2 sakit.... huhuhu... and guess what.... it's me!!!! waaaaaaa..... coz the worst part is ubat bius tu abis immediately after the operations ends.... arghhhhh..... ya ALLAH... only HE knows the paint!! masyaALLAH.... pedihnye..... and i couldnt do anything and not knowing what is actually happen to me.... huhuhuhu... poor me... abis operation they wake me up, masa tu sedar and jerit la... sakit tauuuu.... sakit sangat... and very traumatic..

normally, ubat bius akan abis dlm 3 to4 hours after operation... but in my case.. i woke up and feel the pain immediately after the operation ends... so just imagine my condition... mau tak menjerit.. sakit... all i can say is "sakit..sakit.. tolong la... sakit", smpi my hubby kata... sedih sangat tgk my condition... and i have no idea that i've gone through 4 hours of surgery, with tiga tempat jahitan sbb tebuk utk laparoscopy procedure plus... a long cut to remove a cyst from my right ovari and two small fibroids from my left tube... it's was a doc decision since we have no kids and that might be one of the reason... and my left tube twisted, so doc dah betul kan jugak... sounds scary kan....

and the pain makes me tak boleh tido the whole night... but at least the pain killer buat tahan sikit la... so bermula pantang seperti org bersalin... huhuhu...for more than a week mmg tak kuat nak ddk lama... sakit, banyak baring.. and my niece yg banyak jaga, nak bangun panggil, nak g toilet papahkan... pakai kan stokin, siapkan baju nak tukar... alhamdulilah ada niece yg boleh diharapkan... ye la, mr dar kene la g keje dah cuti seminggu lebih.. kesian kat my mom nak masak semua... so niece la yg byk tolong... and dia mmg suka pon.. hehehe...

me and hubby took this test as a dugaan dari ALLAH, only HE knows the best for us.. but with all the doas from family and friends, insyaALLAH we will be strong..




me before the day of surgery... sempat lagi ye.. tak tahu, esoknye nak kene operate.. pastu kene pantang lagi... huhuhu.. sabar je la... tak smpt pon nak share apa yg dibeli tu... huhuhu.. tapi bukan handbag ye... hehehe




me and my one and only beloved nurse, caretaker, chef, and hubby: mr dar... tq sayang for everything, i ❤ u so much... and is because of you dar, i will be strong... thank you ya ALLAH for everything that YOU grant for me and my hubby... alhamdulilah...

"don't lose hope coz ALLAH maha mengetahui dan berkuasa atas hamba-hambaNYa" aamiin....

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